Rosaceae, genus rosa♥

2010-01-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

nowadays my amount of food intake is way way way too too too much.
chang qiao ying, look here! if we gonna have breakfast then no lunch, if lunch no dinner. i swear i will definitely gain tons if i continue to go food hunting with you every day.
i wont be able to fit in my cny clothing, haaaaa.

the intricate world

2010-01-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

i feel the more genuine yuewei when im working at rasa and in the court.
no discrimination no ill-treats no social status no minimal education criteria no qualm
no one cares where you are from, everyone just work together.

and seriously people should stop twisting your own words, i really cant catch them.

2010-01-22T12:16:00.004+08:00

There was once I wanted to abandon u to tide crisis, despite the happy moments we shared. I know I'm dreadful :/
It was just will after that.
You left secretly...
Leaving me behind, days without you do really really suck.

an apology to you

2010-01-10T02:25:00.005+08:00

if there is a need, I'm ever ready now and willing to say I'm really sorry to you,
for causing much disturbance in your(ck) life.

2010-01-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

Why many didn't carp and whine about the downside, pitfalls and mishaps part of life,
yet we/many many still not contented with the given. LOOK far and wide around the world then.
be contented is easier said than done, but that's my goal.
Of course not to submit to fate, but many things are predestined, mine is- it is just inevitable.

do not generalize people, commerce stream doesn't refer to malevolent.

2010-01-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

never try scramble eggs, raw salmon and its roe plus meiji chocolate milk ALL within twelve hours -you will die, or maybe just me
cause that cost me to be away from my seat for ten minutes while watching bodyguards and assassins in the cinema. hmph ):

and i remember that i haven't bought tiong bahru charsiew paus, something i promise my clique for three years, omg. anyway its really nice, everyone must try (:

2010-01-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

nowadays, i have no idea why, i get fume up really easily.
if i was harsh on the words i use, im sorry...
i think i have to get some herbal tea and stuff to de-heat.
hahahaaa.

2010-01-02T00:55:00.003+08:00

Of all the time the phone has to breakdown, it chose 31dec to be gone.
I'm still mourning over its death, sobsob
cause of death: ko after being struck by a volleyball service.(i must tell gerlaine this)
so people I'm sorry cant receive/miss out you guys's lovely-dovely new year messages for me. if i didn't reply you know the reason why ar. ha

anyway still,
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
have new resolutions and lead a great year, of course many to follow(:

2009-12-27T16:56:00.002+08:00

one must be seriously lying, i have no idea who is that, hopefully it isn't you whom i trust.

anyway, if i bother to be awake to accompany, when the other just kept that empty promise, i cant even feel a sense of appreciation. never mind its alright, i will never do things so dumb ever again. continue to reprimand me on the separation, and my juvenile and irresponsible acts, wake up man, you guys were the who clearly wanted it, not me! if the one you guys wish to befriend chose them over you guys, i cant see why you all are fucking blaming me. forgive her and continue to reproach me then. cause i have did nothing to improve to savage the situation, so immature as ever.

enough of the rants, my god, the whole of the last month, my blog posts was anger-filled. okay, seriously speaking, volleyball is still the happy pill after all, its really true. no judgement, no accusation, no pushing of blames, no insensible acts.
especially people whom the paint the town red tgt with, like apple, aidil alan, david, lester (: volleyball training soon!

2009-12-14T03:58:00.002+08:00

I think I should be away from this contentious world.
Be a nun, live on highlands in tibet, and settle that for my life.
Peace, calm, nature, thats everything im looking for all these while.

2009-12-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

yuewei is getting into deep shit nowadays.
something really unethical ):
you better stop doing all these nonsense!

2009-12-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

Thomas Ong is really suave! hahahaaa
not like i never been expose to enough male parties, he is like the typical singaporean. cool. rare kind though.
people do try to catch 'Diminishing Horizon' on channelU @8pm or 12am every wednesday!

four nights away from my bed

2009-12-06T09:54:00.006+08:00

this year's birthday celebration is still as hectic and full as it was comparing to the previous years, despite the unwillingness at first.

01.12.09
after the examinations have ended, my m.i clique and i went to market for the food and stuff we needed for the chalet which falls on the second of December. i was told to shoo as my clique was suppose to get my present.
imm giant, 3hours spent @ the supermarket, haaa.

02.12.09
in the morning climb out of bed at 7am to get to the market hoping to find some fresh fish and seafood. of course i found them.
the food on the BBQ night was awesome.
(it isn't halal) people u have got to try out bbqing the premium thin pork slices, bacon sticks both honeyed, and salmon!!! even the usually BBQ food like the satay(bbq neighbour) and otah(joo chiat) taste great!
(and don't be shock) we had steamboat inside the chalet and BBQ outside the chalet.
i think we all love the idea of that.. there is like so so so much food to finish, fortunately/unfortunately we wasn't able to do so.
this is like the best way to kick off my birthday celebration(with mouth watering food)

03.12.09
the next morning we are well prepared for breakfast, we bought like honeystar and hl milk from giant the day before (: cause everyone love honeystar!
they then took out some pau(in replacement of a birthday cake) started singing birthday song in the morning. lol.. they bought me a pair of pumps too. oh ya and i love the card they made, A for effort people, and thanks for the (un)surprise of the longevity paus.
then we went to escape theme park, cause we have got free tix!
although it was like you have been to there, u will still feel the thrills while you seat the rides. hahahaaa. we played for like 3hours or so then we left.
lunch @ ehub, then went home.
bathe, unpacked the bag, and got ready to meet wenjing and friends @ lau pa sat for dinner.
lau pa sat- favourite hangout in secondary school, the challenge to see how many satays one can finish, right wenjing, hahaaa...
was pretty happy that others came too. like ranald, peifen, gerald, kenrick, jordon.
people who cant come, i know u guys got fyp, its okay (: thanks
we ate from those scam ze cha stall, plus satay...
they bought me a little cuddle toy, the big packaging box wrote;
"we have found a little sunshine for you!
basically the use of it is to massage your back and u can cuddle it too, ya.
then after that, i went to kaili's house to help her out with her fyp model till the next morning. she gave me a 'surprise' @ 12am with two slices of sara lee cake and a tealight candle. cool hur.

04.12.09
i went home n bathe n met gavin for newmoon @ cathay 1040. like thanks ar gavin, so early... i don't really enjoy it, cause its like 99% love story, no much action, no vampire slaying in actions and wadsoever.
anyway after that we had lunch and went over to east coast park to look for dear apple!
okays, i went roller blading and fell like quite alot of time. its not like my first try ): but i still really enjoy it. at least its my birthday and I'm doing something i like!
oh evening reached and we headed to the hongkong cafe there to chill and have our dinner (: nice temperature, and ear-smoothing chinese live band... oh nice charsiew rice too!
we talk and talk and talk like no one business. but u will think apple yuewei and gavin, weird combination, they both can really voice their rants to each other about chemistry paper and maths paper, ha. then we started gossiping. ha.
after that i went home bathe and before heading to kaili's house to help again! and i swear helping her was on my volunteered basis, although its like on my birthday, I'm fine with it. the model was quite fun to build and stuff.
anyway i was suppose to have notice the big red bike kaili and weibei have bought for me at home but i didn't. and u know why? cause the people didn't delivered it.. ha.
i received it on 5th instead.. thanks people, really a surprise.

05.12.09
*accumulated only 10hours of sleep for the past four days. this is the like the only one time in my life that i did this, i don't even do it for the a level preparation. ha
helped kaili from last night till 12pm that morning. and then went home to sleep till 7pm before meeting kaili and weibei, my besties! to celebrate my birthday!!!
its like yayyyy (:
we headed to central @ clarke quay. thanks to weibei we dine at ma-maison...!!!
omg i love the interior! lovelovelove!!!
the food was great too... if given more time. i think we will just camp there for another glass of cocktail.
fyi we reach there at 9pm. so we have to leave at 10pm. hahaaa.
then we intended to enter yellow jello, they said the live band isn't good at all, they change the singers and all. then we decided to go biking with our bike!
although kaili haven't got hers, she already install a free seat at the back of my bike, specially for this kinda use. ha.
wohoo so we set off, thinking about heading to queensway. but but but. my bike had some structure problem, its wheel forheavensake keeps going slant.
so more than half of the route we were kicking and examining the bike trying to solve the problem. hais. then we finally gave up.

06.12.09
went to hector house instead. and this is were I'm now. they are all sleepong away! i want breakfast!
I'm still gonna meet CAGLY for dinner later. like wows for the celebration and all. so packed.

till now i have yet cut a birthday cake. it has been the second or so consecutive year ): *hint*

2009-11-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

2012 is a thumbs up movie!
people u should go catch it.
even if u guys don't or have no time, u all should at least stop doing any more colossal destruction to the earth.
humans just wouldn't believe the impact of earth crust displacement till the day they see it with their own eyes. i think maybe can ask the geography students/teachers. ha
just do the minimal help that every individual can (:

2009-11-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

i tell u what the toot happen in my dream.
super super super (de)moralizing.....
i dreamt that i received my Alevel cert,
mathsB, accountingC, managementE...
like f*, okay although its really realistic.
but still, after putting in so much effort u don't wish to see yourself getting a B for maths like especially. goddamn!

centimetres away

2009-11-08T02:46:00.004+08:00

this afternoon i had a near death experience right outside the frontier library @ jurong west. all thanks to that super reckless driver zooming pass its red light, while all the pedestrians were walking one quarter way through the road. omg, i can't imagine if gavin wasn't there to pull me back, i think i will bid farewell to my alevel examination...
and i agree that humans do not have the agility, or wadsoever, to react to this kinda situtation. i swear i had a short shock impact, i totally blurred out, i started talking only like 5seconds later. even though the car wasn't that close at that moment, it was still fast, but if...if i just happen to walk a little faster.

okay, i don't wish to think about it.

the macdonalds excellent marketing strategy!

2009-11-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

omg! being together with michelle tingjia n gavin i will soon become a pig. having my weight gradually rising back to 68kg again.
thanks guys... macdonalds monopoly game some more. walao...
hahaaa... people, if we have luck, eat one meal also will win de la.
so I'm staying away from mac.
its like yesterday mac wings, today big mac, coming sunday hotcakes. eeeee
save me!!!!! ):fat

macdonalds don't need to conduct market research or anything one, no need to follow the mangement step-by-step for success path, they r still gonna have great revenue this year round in anyway.

onemonththreedaysold

2009-10-31T23:38:00.002+08:00

hahaa.. yuewei should care less (:
SAJC maths prelim'09 paper here i come tmr!!!
i shall conquer you! (with the worked solution in hand, hee)
BOOMZ, Alevel is like next week!!!!!!!! omg

hmmmmm... common crush.

2009-10-27T19:44:00.003+08:00

today when i was on my way home.
the mobile television on bus197 was flashing the starhub cable advertisement, i suddenly felt that the advertisement was really well done. every part just turn out so fascinating...
although it wasn't the first time i view it, hahaaa.
a thought just ran through my mind; actually being an advertisement designer is pretty cool yo!

2009-10-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

i should stay in school to study for every schoolday till A level is over.
as i can't discipline myself to be focus at home.
dear friends, pls encourage yuewei to be in school and do tys till weeeeee hours. HA

two days long

2009-10-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

so much so of wishing that my assumption is wrong.
hope it isn't s/l/c, just none. i knw im selfish (:

sincerely spoke in my dream that it do not just last for a day.

The Graduation Tea 22/10

2009-10-23T22:11:00.006+08:00

the chevrons interior for its ballroom was not that bad
hmmm. the programme and performance was really really really great!
I'm quite touched at certain point, but i didn't cry la.
i cant imagine that the day before the grad tea was the actual last schooling day for me.
maybe its the last schooling day in my life ):
haiz. i will really miss the schooldays. though i don't really love MI since the day
i transferred here but i believe that feelings for anything will grow one lo.
there are so so so many people i should thank as they made my journey in mi fun, joyful and also a smooth sailing one, be it the subject teachers or the pe teachers, some great friends and all. i will definitely miss my pre-tertiary life here.

in mi
i learned to love my friends,(not only loving gerlaine who came in with me)
i learned that backstabbing is a common thing,
i learned that hard work might not pay off sometimes,
i also learned that hard work is the only 'shortcut' to success, haaa
i learned that a sulky face doesn't make any bad days any better,
i learned to be more independent, more resilient, more mature,
i learned not to cry and be brave when i meet with unexpected injuries in school,
i learned that any random friend may care for u on your black days,
i learned to love school cause its actually a good reason to help u climb out of bed to be punctual,(this takes effort hor!),
most importantly,
i learned that giving is a virtue, never demand for repays cause giving makes everyone's day a marvellous one :D

i shall upload the photos when the washing is done.

2009-10-02T15:52:00.004+08:00

it feels so great phoning you for another time since like two weeks ago.

you can't leave one place and find paradise at another. there is always the grey region in between.

a tuesday's

2009-09-23T21:27:00.013+08:00

there is lots of incidents happening nowadays

i thought today was tuesday and i had tomorrow, wednesday, and the day after it, thursday to slackslackslack before the maths paper, then someone called me and waked me up from this 'reality'...lol

another, with having a super random guy whom i barely know appearing in my dream, and situation was totally weird, HA

followed by, the drastic weight loss in recently months. zomg ohmyfgosh.
then miss lee xm couldn't even recognize me in school, i stood right in front of her and called her twice, the third time i think she realise that someone is calling her then she look around,
her eyes swept pass my face thrice, i thought she saw me and didn't wanted to say hi though, before she said; i was becoming skinnier and skinnier, the face sharpen till she cant even recognize. is it because i lack of sleep and all... awww.

then i volunteered lots of household chores at home. washing dishes, cooking dinner and preparing breakfast.

oh ya, and i had a dream that all random and non-random people appear in it. like miss hong xh, aidil, alan, lynard, hector kenrick, boonsing, my nanny, kaili, weibei, my cousinJL, my mum and dad, and lots more. i happen to be sitting on some green grass patch... ya erm no connection neh.

and also had a dream that differential equation is gonna be tested for either prelim pp2 or Alevel one full page(flooded with words), i nearly fainted in my dream. if you take maths you would know what im referring to, the shock.

and i thought i had a new crush, HA

so after all this, i realise there are still friends out there. but you all never know how happy i was with having you guys, before all these happen. i really had enough to the extent that i think you should really change this time round, if you think its too demanding, think it over again... would our friendship worth your change, or you still think you have no fault at all..... all i would like to say i was never this happy in life till we all came together. and it can't be measured how much i have actually appreciated all your presence for like late mahjong sessions, the thousands taidee games, emos walks at green parks and all the hthtalks. i believe every single soul wouldn't think I'm viewing this too seriously or harshing on you. however for all you need to know i'm all well prepared to leave.

bye.

another one

2009-09-20T19:51:00.005+08:00

the feeling is irritating when you know that all your friends are out playing or bonding, yet you are at home )':
and i never mention that during examination periods we cannot go out to play! all humans need to relax and rest well for the longer journey thats following up...

six years worth ?

2009-09-18T23:21:00.011+08:00

giving your most truthful doesn't guarantee any returns, or just none at all.
but mother teresa said;
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough, give your best anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you, be honest anyway...

however, sadly, im not following her words now.
being generous is tiring at times, you wish you could rest and people will take care of you well, cherish you well...
it might not always be such a nice picture you imagine, a happy ending always.
so im not going to be giving(in) at all this time round.
i have 'show hand' this time round, betting every single chip i have.

be mindfully, im not petty, and not exaggerating any matter. im really tired.
it takes years to build a bond, strong,
it may just take several heavy blow to break it... maybe im more emotional...
and why do i have to ever be bothered about matters that others don't ever care!

in a sudden, i felt love.

2009-09-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

mummy called me to go bathe.
omg, the words seems so long ago. i only heard them shouting at my brother nowadays.
it has been years since she said that to me, so did my daddy said the same thing.
after burning the incense papers, HA.
i was just lazy.
but the words seems so gentle, although they are raising their voices.
i think i was too discipline daily, so the words seem so far (:
i felt love.

2009-09-14T21:39:00.004+08:00

friends are the best joyandsorrow treatment you can get,
after dearest family members.
their company is like the most enjoyable outing no matter how long they last.

especially the most genuine ones! and only the genuine ones!
i wonder how long more can i get cling onto them ):
hope they never change their mind and heart too.

the reality

2009-09-13T00:10:00.004+08:00

the world is really cruel
not any form of training or experience will prepare you for losing someone.
and after realising how fragile a relationship can be,
i have totally convince myself that im not ready for any form of serious relationship...

joyous yet sad

2009-09-07T23:52:00.005+08:00

Holidays has finally arrived.
at least i don't have to fear for every monday's maths test @ 8am. wheee~
and i can sleep till 9am now (:

singapore's 'Where got ghost', only makes u laugh laugh laugh, HA.
'Final destination 4(3D)', not great enough, anyway evryone just die.
'Scandal makers' is a great korea movie! the storyline is pretty interesting...
'Time traveler's wife' is nice, maybe u all would wanna catch it!
I'm also gonna watch 'Julie and Julia', 'The Proposal', 'Whiteout'.....

I'm so gonna mention this now, or else i have no idea when I'm gonna say it.
if u doubt why i have to question about your sincerity at times, i think u have got to ask yourself first.
have you given me the basic trust that is sufficient for the friendship to last.
i feel the sense of fake(ness) in your words and actions, which i don't ever sense it in the past.
so please tell me, how am i suppose to convince myself?
think over your actions, you have got to believe me that friendship should be prioritize right after family ties.
in anyway, I'm not as dependent like you are thinking now(whenever), i don't need people to be with me 24/7, i shall prove it to you.
i just have to remind you be mindful of the consequences that follows your so called personality, before its too late. i just don't think this is cool.

2009-08-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

You will realise how lucky is it to have the your whole world standing by your side all time long.
then i found out that how much my friends stood me up many many many times.

2009-08-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

A level here i come!
studying is so fun (:

M.I national celebration!

2009-08-11T17:23:00.001+08:00

The tiles painting session

Oh qiao, what are u looking at?

Class photo by photography club!

KILL! colourful fox!

The super nerd me!

SING ALONG!!!
"............. this is where i know i belong~"

The coolest and most interactive one i ever had!
there was the tile painting session in class
then there is a on going radio(DJ) thing on air, some quizes to win vouchers.
some photo taking, Miss and Mr retro(theme)!
a one minute video to submit as a class.
Finally the ending song-along-session!!!
everything seems so great and coherent. oh ya, and Mrs tan was in class (:

nice people, nice scenery

2009-08-10T23:36:00.013+08:00

This amount of fun is just right (:
the fun that only you, me and him will know.
It seems like days at Marina Barrage were always the finest!

'marilyn monroe' and I

boon!

AHAHAHAHHHHHHH!

nice grass patch for photo taking!

the place only me you and him know!

smile for besties!

picture perfect!

nice one

nice two

maid for rental! pls call XXXXXXXX

jump

best guy friend!

you and me

ydoweenidtoohideverilytingweldo,tingsweeenjornhabfun!yhie!

the sudden craze of MR MEN and LITTLE MISS

2009-08-09T11:49:00.003+08:00

im still missing mr nosey mr happy mr strong mr bump and little miss naughty.
i love mr greedy (:

2009-08-04T21:42:00.004+08:00

Nowaday eating out is a huge problem for me.
I dont get to eat the right portion of everything. especially the veggies :/
firstly cause my school's variety of food is damn minimal.
secondly, i got to keep away from fast food meals, and bubble teas.

So every now and then when i get a chance to step into subway,
I always had the urge to ask the sandwich artist on shift to TRIPLE!!! the lettuce portion for me, hahaha because im dislike the rest of the veggies in the rest of the containers. <3subway

2009-08-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm so sick and tired of studying and this mundane lifestyle.
worse thing is gaining no trust.

anyone who needs a wife, immediately.
I'm great housekeeper
capable of washing dishes, mopping floor, stirring up good meal, do grocery, look after kids, doing laundry, fold clothing, walk/run the dog, will do anything to keep the house in good shape.
Look for me yo. mail me.

you guys should know that im kidding about getting married.

2009-08-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

I had a fun filled day out my two best friends!
nic-boon and kaili (:
We went lunching, then k-boxing, and marina barraging.
the other time was with bei and the sudden activation of water sprinklers,
this time round, is card games and silly forfeit, finale all the splashing and drenchy. i swear we were totally wet in and out.
HA

crazytimesaremeanttobespentwithbestfriendsinlife!

2009-07-26T00:24:00.004+08:00

My wish is to travel around the world before i pass away.
have a backpacking world tour.

specific locations on earth;
Rome
England
Peru
Argentina
Venezuela
Croatia
Germany
highlands in India
China
Hokkaido
Ireland
Spain
New Zealand
Morocco
Norway
Dubai
French Polynesia
Italy
Rio of Janeiro

(: any taggers?

2009-07-22T16:59:00.005+08:00

apesk.com/mbti/submit_dt.asp (recommended by my chinese teacher)
fairly accurate
if you are just like me cant understand those chunks chines wordings, ask your chinese teacher to explain it to you, ha!

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2009-07-12T18:47:00.004+08:00

I feel more secure when my friends are around.
and send me doodles like this and tell me they were free and just drew it.

2009-07-12T02:16:00.005+08:00

Gerlaine, i will miss you!
hope you have a safe trip and peaceful studying years there...

will reminiscence
the moments that we rush for train and squeeze onto bus in the rain or shine morning,
times when we smuggle or choke ourselves with subway and macs breakfast the way to school,
breaks that we play volleyball like no ones business near the PE noticeboard in the canteen,
days that we gossip about everything under the sun/moonlight as if there is no tomorrow,
and nights we ate more candies and chocolates in the MI library than focusing on the night study programme (:

i truely miss you hard!

2009-07-10T16:30:00.005+08:00

The first impression he gave feels like its stamped on my memory...
till now it is still as vivid as though it happened yesterday.
kind of unforgettable and outstanding

Usually people do not really leave much trace of their first impression in my mind,
I don't remember well how some friends of mine and myself;
the way we first met
the first sentence that we talk
and the outfit that we were in.
Don't you?

I think its purely selective memories. haha

2009-07-09T16:46:00.002+08:00

For one more day, just for one more day.
if im granted to see 'you' for more than one more day,
i would be super delighted...

2009-06-30T20:59:00.002+08:00

Im so gonna flunk my prelim this time round!
motivation! where have you gone to?
not the yuewei she used to be );
4months left...

The RVdays!

2009-06-28T00:54:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it is really the simplest thing that makes you smile.
just by uploading this eight years old photo, leonard got all of us together.
and its really amazing how people changed and all.
I miss the days when we fight and quarrel in school, with everyone!
and i cant believe i actually did something really ridiculous!!!
thanks goodness i said sorry after a good 8years!

Lets have a meet up soon,
i yearn to meet up with you all again!

2009-06-21T00:31:00.009+08:00

i have got to blog this!
i was really lucky to change my work day to today!
and u know what!
i saw
charming TERENCE CAO GUO HUI and HONG RONG
omg! so cool la!
i was calm though (:
cause i wasnt that crazy, not their fans, ha!
but i was quite happy afterall ((:
weeweeeeeeee, thats all.

2009-06-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

I had a great dream just now.
like from 6pm-9pm.
Omg! I'm damn happy!
Its only me and weibei at somewhere, no kaili, I have no idea why.
Maybe like what kaili said herself, she went overseas to study.
but I remembered I wasn't on mainland too.
Okay I know it sounds weird.
but anyway, I'm really happy!
smiling away when i woke up, as usual thinking whether i had that dream. and i confirmed with myself i had.
okay, im gonna write this dream down somewhere...
You will know why if you were in my dream.
if one day I become unselfish and don't mind this dream not having a da ja vue I will tell you all ((:

2009-06-11T00:14:00.001+08:00

dieing to get into university,
i cant wait to see myself staying in hostel in the uni!
so i need to work hard NOW!

2009-06-06T12:56:00.003+08:00

I miss miss miss

miss going to volleyball trainings!
miss alan
miss aidil
miss lester
miss gerlaine
miss jolene
miss siti
miss khai yin
miss isabella
miss all!

miss going for interesting mathematics lessons!
miss going for sarcastic but awaking accounting lessons!
miss going for chinese lessons!

miss going to mdm ho's house for maths tuition!
miss chinwa
miss yunling
miss greg
miss dylan
miss mdm ho!

miss mr goh!
miss mdm koh
miss mrs shiau
miss mrs oh
miss miss prema

so do i also
miss karen
miss wenjing
miss pearlyn
miss weishan
miss hector
miss ranald
miss gerald
miss kenrick
miss boonsing
miss wilson
miss hengyi
miss chayann
miss jackson
miss andy and gang!

miss old primary school times
miss melva
miss valerie
miss yiliang
miss miss lim!
miss all!!!

miss going to hougang and punggol park
miss going there to have picnic at late night
miss going to marina barrage
miss going to east coast park to roller blade
miss staying at old house

Who would pity this 'little' girl
bring all possible misses into reality,
bring her to everywhere she misses or
bring all the people she miss into her dreams!!!

2009-05-24T12:40:00.002+08:00

The whole world seems to have vanished into the thin air.
no one is replying my smses and tags on facebook.

leaving me stoning right here...
Hello, anyone out there?

The past, let it freeze.

2009-04-24T17:15:00.017+08:00

Yesterday it may seem like any normal day for you, that is not the case for me. It is an official date that I step down from team millennia, volleyball. My constant six and a half years of volleyball training came to an end. Suddenly I felt the emptiness in my heart, from now on there is nothing to look forward to weekly ): it is between home-school-schoolwork-home again. It is as if someone had just removed a part of me, and I can’t snatch it back ever. Although it isn’t that terrible as I make it sounds like, after all- I just need another reason for me to eat as much as before and allow "I’m having training later" as an excuse. Sob
Okay, let me reminiscence my glorious six and a half years in the volleyball field… with my volleyball mates.

Days with the cameras around, the volleyball girls camwhored like siao.

Aceeeeeee!!!

What I will say is that I count myself LUCKY enough not sitting on the bench for any of the 6years.
So yuewei, be contented.

#11 goodbye.....

2009-04-21T19:48:00.001+08:00

Hohoho, today we had our match with HwaChongInstitution.
We fare okay (:
im glad with my improved performance.

and will give my max effort coming thursday!!!

2009-04-19T15:18:00.002+08:00

Rejoice for the freedom i have with books and notes once again
Life isn't that bad afterall,
although I screwed up my first volleyball match, failed some poa tests, didn't bother to do interactive reading programme reflection questions and got sent for dentention, spiked crappy balls during training and coach gave the total disappointed face.....
deep down somewhere I know that there will be someone who cares.
erm okay, BUT now he is gone(for long), im on my own!!!

I can survive, I will. boo~
(through this period, i shall be motivated to be like michelle and apple!)

2009-04-19T15:06:00.001+08:00

Days is still the norm w/o you around.

2009-04-13T14:42:00.001+08:00

This time round, its really time.

2009-02-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Am I simply playing too hard in this game?
*hint

Stranger, Secondhand Serenade

2009-01-26T21:33:00.001+08:00

Turn around, turn around
and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection.
Now I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection.

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are.

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.
I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.

I'm confident,but I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you.
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And any chance what we turn into
I was hoping that you could see

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are...

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs
To make you comprehend how beautiful you are.
I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breath
To make you understand how beautiful you are.
Understand how beautiful you are...

2009-01-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

I really have no idea what is in your mind.
Hope that things will change for the better. wouldnt want to meet tears welling...

School starting, yayyy... and trainings coming up...
woah woo! love it. of course common test too (:

author of "the five people you meet in heaven"

2009-01-08T18:21:00.006+08:00

Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of them.
They move on. They move away.
The moments that used to define them- a mother's approval, a father's nod- are covered by moments of their own accomplishments.
It is not until much later, as the skin sags and the heart weakens, that children understand; their stories, and all their accomplishments, sit atop the stories of their mothers and fathers, stones upon stones, beneath the waters of their lives.

2009-01-04T22:23:00.005+08:00

sorry ppl, uploading the pictures from xmas celebration with annabelle and friends cum countdown celebration with BM06, will just kill me.
in fact apart from xmas celebration, countdown one already has 250++ photos.
will post when im damn free

Yayyy, school reopening soon... I cant wait to get back to school and get 'pushed' by Mr Tan Boon Teck. or else i will never get back to my track.
yayayayaayyayyyyy!

one week mmore.
of course i enjoyed everyday of my holidays (:

2008-12-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

I really love you.
but you really dont know how much I LOVE YOU!!!

2008-12-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

I really dont mind stay home to have a merry peaceful christmas on my own
locking myself in my own room,
singing carols sweetly to myself.
So please dont bother me, leave me alone!

Stop scolding each other like no one's business...
They are all my friends.
I dont believe in friendship that is only such threadlike thick

ARANDA chalet08

2008-12-23T14:54:00.036+08:00

You have reaally gotta see the good(finger licking good!!!) food we are having again.
The first day, we had bbq, followed by a whole range of games.
; charades, guessing the numbers(lick the kaya on my face), and a whole lot of sleezy games.. hahaaa
like flour playing, peeling the orange, find the coin, eat the banana (:
Gave a surprise to eileen and wilson with a fourleave birthday cake.
then drinking all these...
Second day, all were like pigs in the sty.
yea, so we had another bbq dinner, then this time round.. we just sat ard and watch tv, relax.
Late night, we went to the park maze, heeheee
Third day, a whole big bunch trained home tgt.

okay, so these are the evidences how great we had spent our time together ((:

tada, really love BM06

2008-12-21T12:18:00.001+08:00

They are once again gonna be the hot topic for this year end..

((:

2008-12-21T02:41:00.000+08:00

i have got so much life,
seeing BM90 from Monday-Saturday...
this is marvellous.

2008-12-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

The movie 'Twilight' was great!

No one else

2008-12-12T23:37:00.007+08:00

Getting to know you definitely added colours to my life.
Looking back, the time we spent together was pretty little
but I could see the accompancy and all...
and since there isnt much im able to do now,
I shall just be silent...
Time flies, 5months have passed.
blandness is all im feeling now
in any way, thanks for taking part in my life.

You are the one who started it
hope you end it well.

2008-12-12T21:41:00.003+08:00

then homed

CAGLY made these collage for the notebook (:

celebration with CAGLY

2008-12-12T21:13:00.006+08:00

The super tasty pasta by annabelle!

Erms, yah. heee (implants, clifty)

Sexyyy

Bunny belle, Fisherman wong

My lovely cake by annabelle.

Gavin, Clifton, Liping

clfton's implant

Them setting off to WCP after a whole lots of work.

Dearly Annabelle.

camwhoring partners.

getting ready...

gavin, liping and annabelle came to WCP mac to pick me up
telling me that that ass clifton went home after receiving a call from his mum.
and they would be bringing me to SUBWAY at west coast plaza for dinner.
Then went we left Mac, suddenly they blindfolded me with a plastics bag, like so sudden.

ppl along the road must have thought that i was crazy la.
and we walked like ten thousand miles before reaching.
(clifty was found there)

i was totally amazed. im being true
and i made my first wish with the presence of a birthday cake...

all the nice food.

my present. you cant believe wad is inside.

a stalk of celery, and lotslots more..

Lots more to come...
like jump shots and sexyyy poses by the us and mainly Bunny and Fisherman.
heeheee.
I LOVE CAGLY. thanks lots. and it was really peaceful, i love.

Standard chartered marathon volunteering

2008-12-12T20:49:00.003+08:00

We were asked to report @ 2a.m!
mind you, i was sleeping on the table under the tentage facing Singapore Recreation Club (:heee

This was when we were at the Central Boulevard 330am

TADA. it was damn tiring.

2008-12-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

Had a really really peaceful
Birthday celebration with CAGLY at WCP last saturday.
I really like it that way. everything was great.
Photos will soon be uploaded to aid my WOW description(to come)

scrapbook ((:

2008-12-04T18:10:00.012+08:00

Then i realise there is this!!! (:

yeah, so this the scrap book from the volleyball babes (:
i really like it, muchmuch
thanks for all the hard work

2008-12-04T00:26:00.003+08:00

SUSHI TEI @ Holland Village

My birthday sushi platter(cake).

Thanks to all who came and made it such a special occasion for me.
i really love you guys.
even without the ipod, i WILL still!!!

2008-12-03T23:38:00.005+08:00

Celebration with BMclique @ Sushi Tei HollandV.

My one and only present from them all! ((:
the card:
"Happy 18th Birthday!
Rain or shine, hope every track reminds you of us.
Love, from all of us"

REDpodyyy and pearlyn's specially small red birthday card!

from Yuting!

Thanks all, im totally overwhemled by all these!!!
im damn contented, damn satisfied. dont get it wrong(edited)
gosh, im so happy(hoa sam) and touched (:

2008-12-02T23:53:00.005+08:00

First birthday card(back)
a simple birthday card is very sufficient.. (:
i really love it

the gift(s)..

we had 2hours of fun-filled activities @ nebo restaurant(AMK)
tada~

thanks 4CFsq. we will mugg together next year! yeah!

m'sia trip

2008-12-02T11:04:00.002+08:00

Lead a agriculture or a economy structured life
we dont choose, we are roped into it
But i just love the way it is. im happy.

2008-12-02T11:02:00.000+08:00

I ♥ my MIMI(nanny)!

2008-12-02T10:40:00.002+08:00

(backdated post)
celebrated brother's birthday with lovely mimi! ((:

see how much he LOVE his unoattack...

2008-11-27T15:45:00.001+08:00

I truly hope that it was never lost.

2008-11-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

Polaroid is ♥
Just like how they are to me.

2008-11-25T20:21:00.004+08:00

Nothing fascinating.
But its just all my sweat, LOVE and effort...
The potato soup, the egg and luncheon, the spinach and ikan bilis, and of course the brown rice... I cooked them all by myself

peeps, i can cook spinach once again for chalet!
allow me kay. i won't mistake the creamer as sugar again :X

2008-11-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

hope it wasn't a lost.

2008-11-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

Holidays are so CAREFREE...
I had plenty of time to gaze out of the window and look at the greyish cloudy sky.
thats when its gonna rain (:
looking at the raindrops makes my heart feels calm.

peeps, scroll down for four new posts

2008-11-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

First photo was taken by boonsing, then after that he handled the camera to us...
heehee

It became like that, zzz

6years of a really really good buddy, Kaili!

This one obviously trying very hard to act cute, thats for myself, im not too sure about kaili. hahahahahahaha

And to the extent that we wanted to take a group photo but couldn't...
camera n battery, hee, sorry peeps..

Nald birthday celebration!

2008-11-23T19:31:00.022+08:00

RANALD IS EIGHTEEN!!! shhh, pass twelve mignight already, ppl sleeping... shhh

Birthday boy! guorong.
i think he felt touched, cause the 14ppl crowd directly sang(very very softly) a birthday song to him once he opened his door.

The people that stood outside his house at 12 yesterday, 23/11/2008

Taking out candles (:

Hahaha, Ranald. heee

ANDand, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHAN BOON SING!!!
happy 18th birthday both!
LOVE YUEWEI ((:

QY and MICH bdc

2008-11-23T18:57:00.014+08:00

I boxed their presents(s) the night before

The next day, the celebration day!
We had a weird meeting time, like 1130...
weird because, usually celebration happen at night. mostly
We went to this restaurant located at NgeeAnnCity level4
called the 'COCA Suki Restaurant'
I can assure they have really good service there!!!
and nice food, then we ate like 3hours, zzz, hahaaa

anyway this is their famous sauce, that also contributed to their success(stated on their website) yea, it take good, sweet and spicy

That flatflat piece, is 'fish glue', a traditional Cantonese food.
we didn't bother to take the rest, cause we were super busy eating... heehee

Michelle and her BIGBIG box of present,

Qiao and her BIG box of present!
Hopefully both of them love wad we got them.

Group photo time,
CANDID

and one!

Then i went off for training, late for an hour.
okay, my skills deprove like WOWW.
i wonder how long i will take to get back into form..

2008-11-23T18:51:00.004+08:00

Couple days ago, had this card making/makan session with soktheng @ JP
and of course we were doing cards for qiaoying and michelle birthday celebration which falls on the next day, super last minute. haha

BUT some insane kid wanna to go watch sunset before making the card, zzz
to be nice, i went... haha, soktheng better dont see this
and we tried taking photo with the sea as the backview, as u can see, we could only picture the water, so i dont see a vast different...
soktheng, well done.

So lastly, we took it the usual manner, with WCP

anyway, it was a happy day too.

random post

2008-11-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

(im the one right in the middle, with that blue jersey)
I really miss volleyball training!!!
especially the piggyback shuttlerun session!
coach, i want to do it again!!

oh, then this is the wheel-barrow thingy back...
i cant do this well for heaven sake.

and then, exchange position, GO!

OHOHOH, this photo is the first photo that caught my eye from gerlaine's photo sharing album at facebook..
once i saw this photo, i remember of that super paiseh moment when we got scolded by some random old man for eating and taking up such a huge space in the train.
he rattle and rattle and rattle on... zzz
hahaha, im not joking i was really laughing my head off once i saw this photo lo
its really good time that we had in the past, training to pasir ris(hai sing catholic) to have training, and gotta rush our lunch with the time we only had on the train...
omg, and that time my hair was STILL like damndamndamn LONG!

2008-11-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

有时候，

不需要太过执着。

不需要太钻牛角尖。

想法和观点，就会不一样了。

从另一个角度看，一切都变美好了！

雨天之后，期待看到彩虹的感动吧！！(:

adapted from boonsing's blog.
hopefully its true

2008-11-19T20:06:00.005+08:00

People, don't ever try to have two instant noodle meals in a day,
follow by Macdonald's breakfast and lunch(MEGAmacspicy)plus chicken rice.
You will definitely get sore throat, a terrible one!
Leading to a fever, so yea ppl, DON'T!

its super irritating as i wasn't able to sleep till 5am this morning.
and what i crazily memorized, the artistes, techniques and works, didn't even come out!
and I'm sucha loser, cause i fail to go for training from 5-6 and meet up annabelle and liping at Vivo @ 1930...

I GUARANTEE I WILL NOT EAT MACS FOR HALF A YEAR.

Greatest regret in LIFE

2008-11-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty confirm now that my regrets in life is being insensible at the different stages of life.
The second greatest one is to scrape through 'O'levels,
and history repeating itself now...
I'm not blaming anyone, not reprimanding them(teachers and parents) of not reminding me(which i use to do in the past) of what step to take next.
Now i see, i should be holding these responsibilities in my own hands, afterall, it is my life, not theirs.
If im given the chance to do something about it, i SWEAR, i wont procrastinate anymore.
As i believe in myself, if people can make it to the university, why can't I.
my challenge for myself now is to be a high achiever, before time putting a stop on me at 2010.

To tell you the truth, YUEWEI really love studying.
she is not lying this time round.

2008-11-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

My uncle would like to invite my cousin and myself to Malaysia on the first week of December..
im appreciative of it, but
its my birthday week~

2008-11-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

Studying at home got lotsa advantage;
like able to eat home-cook-food (: yumm
and delicious fruits
plus play with my brother, hahaha

all the dumb faces...

Although not too productive, like 3artists?
at least better than going over to ranald house, haha...

BOREDOM

2008-11-16T18:10:00.004+08:00

reminiscing the one and only late night walk at punggol park
it seems longlong ago.
i don't mind going again...

send me a text if u see this,
yea, u are the only one i went with.

2008-11-16T14:47:00.003+08:00

My friend, weibei once told me this story, and im gonna share it with here.

There was a blindman asking for money at the side of the street.
he has this cardboard with him, which writes "be compassion, im blind"
days past, no one gave him any money...
One day, a businessman walked past and stood there for a moment
he took up the board, open it up...
and wrote something inside, and placed it back.
After that day, he received lots of givings...
and the blindman knew it was the businessman who edited his cardboard...
this is what he wrote;
"today is a wonderful day. but i cant see"

its like really this kinda little things tht touches other heart.
do something special today for someone (:

2008-11-16T14:43:00.002+08:00

This abstracted from a list of wishes my chinese classmates wrote to me...
everyone in the class has it too.
and when im so lack of motivation, devasted
This really puts on a smile on my face.
Meilian, dont bluff me ar...!

In case some of u guys dont noe, meilian, is michelle's chinese name (:

2008-11-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO HAVE TRAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:XXX arghhhhh

2008-11-15T16:18:00.003+08:00

It is always good to have a boyfriend who really dotes on you...
Especially when lovely season like Christmas is round the corner

I miss Kaili and Weibei ):

2008-11-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

Watched television like after a thousand year.
0630pm Chinese news
'I survived a Japanese game show'
'bu fan de ai'
and the channelU 10pm forensic show.
i tried to study in front of the TV, but wasn't productive.
ZANG~

hmm, Ms Geneva Koh just reminded me today, that i shouldn't have life from today afternoon onwards, zzz
she said no television programmes, msn-ing, going out, watching movies.
if she sees this she will be like...
yuewei ar~